Blue Cosmic Storm
The funny part about the diagnosis is that Guano is an incredibly valuable fertilizer… so to recognize how love has played with my own ignorance is actually a huge blessing. Reminds me of how honored I am to be here, even if I have chosen a role that is based on my subconscious wounding. And the truth is I will love to continue to heal in a way that allows me to be a conscious participant in this life!
The Blue Cosmic Storm is the last day of this Blue Hand Wavespell. Blue being the direction of the West and the element of Water. I have come to associate the West with what is ready to change, what is falling away… the time of day that the Sun sets, the time of the solar cycle that is the Autumn Equinox… Water being the element of our emotional body, and considering how it works with fire to become our electrical body. The Storm glyph represents the transformation that precedes full realization, and interestingly the quality of the year that we just entered in the 13 Moon Synchrometer. The 13th Cosmic tone is the tone of transcendence, where we are able to rise above the entire wave before we dive into the next with renewed purpose.
And I will close with a bit of my morning rant writing… I love witnessing love, feeling love, experiencing love. I love that no matter how upset i am these days about whatever, i can stop and breathe and feel love rain down on me as tingles from my head cascading down over my shoulders and arms. I love that i can practice to get this feeling to move all the way to my toes. I love that i am here learning to be my best friend and to be a better friend to others. I love that i cry when emotions rush through me. I love that i have many mistakes to learn from and am here today to be better than before. I love writing with a pen on paper, even though now i am typing to see how many words i can write for a thousand word challenge and i am enjoying this typing more than ever before. There is so much that i wish to express while i am here and i love not knowing what that all is and letting it spill forth each day. I love my mind that is tragically unwell and how it is teaching me to be a warrior of love, grace and compassion.
What does it mean for me to love? It means I am moved inside, that I am thankful to be alive, that i remember why i am here. The unwell parts forget, they hold me back from devotion, commitment, trust. This is what I want from my writing. To let it be an act of devotion to life, to the light that I know exists in me and all living beings.
Love you beauties <3
In Lak’ech - the Mayan greeting translated as ‘I am another you’
PS. There are more graphics to understand the Tzolkin and Wavespells in my post “Journey Through The Tzolkin”.
You might also enjoy the YouTube channel, Dreamspell Calendar Explained
As well as mayankin.com & thelawoftime.org
Love you! 💜